musings pt one

Just about 10 years ago i met who i thought was the love of my life. 

She wasn’t. 

Not only was she not The One (Not a real thing) but she treated like shit and took me for granted. After that relationship ended I told myself I’d never let myself get played like that again. I blamed it all on myself for being too nice. So ever since I’ve avoided putting myself in that position again effectively by avoiding being with my truest self.

Its taken me just about 10 years to learn that was mistake.